X FACTOR OBSESSION

Hey lazy peoples.

So if any of you follow me on instagram or twitter or anything you would have know in the last lets see month. Since I got out of collage until in the fall that I've been meeting so many different celebrities mostly from x-factor.

Now if you don't know what x-factor is you are living under a rock and must get on that like ASAAP!.

Simple intro its a singing competition. 

(side note one direction was on it 3 years ago.)

But ok back to the main reason of this post I decided to share some of the photos of the x-factor contestants that I have met. Now just an FWI not one single of these people won the competition even though they are ALL very talented. Plus all these are from the same season so yeah.

Well ok lets get down the business.

May13th (LAST DAY OF CLASSES)

I met one of my favorite girl groups, little mix also being one of them.

It goes me (obvie) Dinah, Normani, Laurean, (random girl don't know), Ally, and Camila.

All together those girls make the girl group Fifth Harmony.

I met them at Topshop in NY and that day was just absolutely fabulous.

I made so many friends that day and basically fangirled with girls

If you haven't check out a cover they did with Boyce Avenue 

OK AND ON THE SAME DAY

I met Beatirce Miller

In all honestly not my favorite photo cause my hair was a mess but. She is such a sweetheart.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!!!!!!

ON June 7th I met

*DRUMM ROLL PLEASE!*

Keaton, Drew, ME!, and Wesley!!

EMBLEM THREE!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT ME LOOKING LIKE A PIMP I GOT TWO BOYS IN MY ARMS!!!

WITH DREW ALL OVER ME!!

*DROOLS!!

Opps sorry I kinda went fangirl crazy for a second ok I'm back promise.

*lost my cool for a second.*

So yeah I went to "after party" concert were Little Mix and Emblem were schedule do to the rain. Little Mix and Emblem KILLED IT!! I was fangirling my butt off. After being up at 4 and getting to ny around 5 AM and not entering till almost 11.

I WENT WITH CARLY FLOWER CROWN POWER

In all honestly for a wait that long I look pretty good.

So yeah that is my x-factor obession. I stoping now cause I can legit write forever about all those days. LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!

Ohh yeah check out EMBLEM 3 SINGLE CHOLE

QUESTION TIME?????

WHO DO YOU FANGIRL OVER AND WANT TO MEET?????

Anchors

"We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors, the drown us out at sea."

Honestly I think I just found my new favorite quote. I feel like I relate to it more then I should but honestly I love it. But I'm probably not the only one because even if it's just a little bit, I can say a good percent of people can relate to this quote some how some way.

My interpretation of the quote is at follows. Everyone holds something inside, weather it be a secret their real emotions, who they love who they hate something that hold inside that, in a way drags at us. It's something that is no good for us that is "drowning us out a sea" but we still hold onto no matter how much it hurts us.

In this generation it seems better to hold everything in. To not tell anyone how we feel, what's really bothering us because we don't want to be annoying, or judge by that person. We feel like no one is going to accept how we feel and just make us feel worse in the end. 

And no matter how bad it is, how much pains it causes us to hold it in we keep it in anyway. We fake a smile and laugh everything off like its nothing. So people who aren't fully aware of what's happening can't see past. They see the smile and assume everything all right when in doubt it's not.

We patiently wait for someone to see past the facade but because everyone is more wrapped up in there own world no one really sees it. They might hint something and say "what's wrong?" or "are you ok?". But all you have to do is put on a smile and say, "I'm fine." or "I'm just tired." and no one will take a second glance at it because the fact is they probably didn't care in the first place.

If people around us seemed more trust worth more carrying about each others feelings, then we wouldn't be caring around these anchors all the time, honestly we wouldn't have to carry them at all. We wouldn't be feeling like crap all the time and we can finally put an honest  and genuine smile on our face.

I myself honestly care, and I feel like some people in my life do as well. But at points when I remember so many things that happen in my past. I can't bring myself to do so. So I carry around my anchor. 

Just a fangirl moment

So as the fangirl and youtube addict I am I was watching Mazzi Maz new video if you haven't check it out.

This is Maz if you didn't know

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http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=F4U0Bqd7Fts#
And he said if you can't be a youtuber if you don't have a penny board.
I just started my channel and just got a penny board and he commented on my comment and I almost fainted.
One of the greatest moments ever.

Here is my proof

Late Birthday Present

Hi Lazy People,

So on January 27th 2013 by best friend Carly turned 21

(http://www.youtube.com/adventuregonewrong) here is her youtube channel check her out, like subscribe. :)

So yeah she turned 21 about 5 months ago and I didn't sen her a present because she was in school in florida till march and she wouldn't have seen the gift till get got home, (plus I was broke).

So finally I have sent her a gift, yes I know really late but better late then never.

I got her two things

Lovely wood box with an anchor and string

And

This lovely thin white shirt with a beautiful anchor.

When I first saw these two items they reminded me of her straight away and I just had to get them.

Now the shirt came from a lovely store near me called Charming Charlies. Its an awesome store that sells mostly jewelry, purses/clutches and clothes. Never go in there with more then twenty dollars because you will want to spend all your money in the store.

The lovely box I just knew I had to get her since she loved my union jack one I own. I got the box from Home Goods near bye.

I wish I had a picture to show you but Carly has a nice compass tattoo on her left arm. And she loves to travel and hopes to work on a boat one day so anchor it was.

I told her in advance that I was sending her something but she thought it was a card but she got this instead.

This very colorful tapped box.

But in the end she loved it and I was glad I put a smile onto her face because I love putting smiles on peoples faces.

UPDATE

SHE LOVES IT AND WORE IT WHILE IN LONDON TODAY

Essie AdIcTiOn

Hi Lazy People

So today...tonight....what ever.

This current time I thought I would talk about my addiction to essie Nail Polish.

I feel like I discovered GOLD PEOPLE GOLD.

Here is my current collection.

(left to right) Barbados Blue, Butler Please, Chinchily, Meet Me At Sunset, Mint Candy Apple, Tart Deco, and Where's My Chauffeur.

I know I have a lot of blue.

But they are so pretty.

I love this nail polish it last long with my top coat that I use.

That stuff keeps my nail polish on.

But yeah, this is my favorite brand of nail polish. Now I do have other but this is the one I love the most. The brand has so many pretty colors and last a very long time.

I hoped you enjoyed my nail polish addiction.

See you soon.

Bye :)

Introduction

Hi guys so this is my introduction.

This is me I am 18 will be 19 in 22 days and counting. If you don't want to count that long its May 17th. :)

I go to a college a couple towns over from my small little town and I study graphic design here is some of my projects from the last two semesters. 

I had to make stamps so I used a theme of my favorite artisit. One Direction, Ed Sheeran, and Cher Llyod and took a tattoo, song title , and album cover and used diffrent media.

I had to make a political poster with something I know best kind of like a meme so I took Tyler Oakley( youtuber check him out) and since he like Taco Bell so much, I made him like he was running for Taco Bell president. 

I had to make  a Band poster so I created a band called sass.

I had to choose a subject copy it over and use different media so I made mustache, out of (left to right, top to bottom) Buttons, Tea, Gloss, Sparkles, Wire and Shells.

Last I had to make what goes on in my mind so I used Youtube, One Direction and Books

I have a tattoo on my wrist. An anchor inside an infinity sign.

In my mind it not the usual I refuse to sink.
It's my tattoo telling me to stay strong.

So this is a many introduction. I hoped you enjoy.